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[secrowtary]

Thank you for the flowers. And for everything else. Unfortunately, I don't think I'm in a good enough condition to have a conversation right now.

[ Will he pass out or not once again, that is the question.

ALSO, DON'T PUT IT LIKE THIS, you'll make him worry?! ]

[actus]

[ HIBIKI. now he is even more panicked. ]

are you okay?
are you sick?

[secrowtary]

[ It's a bad case of dokis. ]

I'm fine for the most part. Please don't worry, I'll get back to you as soon as possible.

[actus]

okay.

feel better.

:)



[ he's so nervous jesus christ. ]

as soon as possible meaning a few hours later, probably late at night, too...

[secrowtary]

Are you still awake?
I apologize for taking so long...I don't know what is going on.

[ Is this really supposed to help him calm down, Hibiki. ]

oh my god hibiki

[actus]

yeah i'm awake. kind of a night owl.
are you sure you're ok? do you need me to come check on you?

[ he's so panicked here. ]

[secrowtary]

I'm alright, there's no need for you to come.
It's just. You said that you really like me and...

[ Focus Hibiki, focus. ]

Nobody has ever told me that.

[actus]

i can still come over. even if you don't need me.


and oh. haha.
i haven't heard it before. not really.
did you like it? should i not say it?

[secrowtary]

No, please. I wouldn't dare to disturb you at this late hour. I mean...not any further.

[ Hibiki doesn't reply to the rest of the message and it seems that he's gone offline again— ]

[secrowtary]

[ Except, he doesn't text. This time, Akira will hear his voice. It's a bit shaky unlike him, but it's definitely Hibiki: ]

W-Would you like to hear it...?

[actus]

[ oh my god. he sits up in his bed regardless. ]

Who doesn't? I didn't mean to pressure though. Ah... I sometimes say things without thinking of the consequences.

[secrowtary]

I know you didn't mean that.

[ He wouldn't ever think that Akira wanted to pressure him into saying anything. ]

Akira Kurusu. [ A pause. He's not going to need a few hours break this time, hopefully. ] I...like you.

[actus]

[ great thing they're not texting because it'd be such a hot pink and full of accidental hearts. ]

I'm glad. [ a beat. ] Really glad.

[ another pause. ] You sure you don't want me to come over?

[secrowtary]

[ Did somebody say texting.

He can't say that out loud. Not after telling him that he wouldn't dare to disturb him at this hour. ]

If you could...

[actus]

Yeah. I'm not far. I'll be over soon.

[ he isn't switching back to text, just naturally answering the text aloud. he's already half-way through pulling on a hoodie and slipping his shoes on. ]

Don't fall asleep before I get there.

[secrowtary]

I'm so sorry for asking you that. And there's no possibility of me falling asleep, I assure you.

[actus]

It's really fine, I promise.

[ he's chuckling softly, heading out the door, hand absently on his signet.

It won't take him that long to get there, quietly knocking on the familiar door from earlier in the day. ]

[secrowtary]

[ Hibiki has been waiting, leaning his back against the wall next to the door until he heard knocking. With no delay, he opens the door and locks his eyes on Akira. ]

Thank you for coming...I didn't want to make you worry back then. You surprised me a little.

[ Not just a little, but there's no good way of saying that he needed that much time to regain his composure. ]

Come in, please.

[ He's so flustered right from the beginning, even though he seems to be fairly calm. ]

[actus]

[ he looks fine, which makes akira calm down considerably. okay. okay he can handle this. ]

Ah. It's fine. I caught you off guard.

[ yes he was terribly worried but he kind of put that on himself. you can't just send that text out of nowhere akira. ]

I don't sleep much, anyway.

[secrowtary]

You certainly did.

[ There's no annoyance in Hibiki's voice, however. Just pure embarrassment that he overreacted like this. ]

Neither do I.

[ With that said, Hibiki takes Akira's hand in his and leads him further into the room after closing the door behind him. Thank god hand holding is allowed whenever, even this late. Hibiki's cheeks turn bright pink when he realizes that their best option to sit and talk is his bed because he only has one chair in his room. A slight oversight on his part. ]

Please, make yourself at home.

[actus]

[ his teenager brain is going to need to turn off for awhile. he's going to ignore the late hour coupled with sitting on the bed and holding the hand of the person he really, really likes. no - he needs to focus. ]

I'm glad you're feeling better.

[ there, keep the conversation going. that's exactly what one does.

he gives a reassuring squeeze to hibiki's hand as he sits down. ]

[secrowtary]

[ Sitting just next to Akira makes him realize the seriousness of the situation. They're alone in his room. At night. Sitting on his bed. And he is the one who asked for this.

Lost in his thoughts, he doesn't really pay attention to what he says, just replies automatically. ]

I'm glad I'm feeling better too.

[ Wait, what. No. That's not what he wanted to say. ]

I've been just thinking that I used to scold my boss every time he brought a woman to his room and now I'm...

[ Hibiki, you're not helping your case?! ]

[actus]

[ you're making this so hard on him, hibiki. no pun intended. promise.

akira listens. he listens and then he laughs, another grin tugging up on his lips. ]

Ah... how embarrassing.

[ deadpan.... but then he smiles once more. ]

I don't know your boss, but I'm pretty sure you're different than him. [ he is going to nonchalantly shift around so he's sprawled out on the bed, nudging his head into hibiki's lap, trying to use it as a pillow. he's truly the best? he blinks up at him, a bit owlishly. ]

I doubt he's a Cute Captain.

[secrowtary]

[ At least he has enough common sense not to talk about details. That would make things even more awkward.

Not that he can say anything once Akira truly makes himself at home. Which he told him to do himself, so here's that. His voice just won't come out, especially after the Cute Captain remark.

Instead, he'll thread his fingers into Akira's hair, meeting his gaze a little while later. ]

Of course I am. He's more of a Carnivorous Colonel.

[ DID HE REALLY SAY THAT ]

I missed you. I'm usually fine on my own, but...I missed you.

[ It's been a day? Maybe even a few hours?? What he has just said is true, though. Even if it's silly. ]

[actus]

[ he definitely understands the sentiment. akira had grown up a loner for the most part, and even with the friends he made the since moving, he always found himself slightly out of place. he was fine with wandering around alone.

the hand in his hair feels absurdly nice and he closes his eyes. there's a short laugh at the nickname though. ]

I like that one. Good job.

[ carnivorous colonel he can't believe this. he keeps smiling though. ]

I missed you, too. [ missed this. ] ... I had a squirrel yell at me and a guy in a suit tell me to stop sassing him. It's been a day. [ he tilts his head more into the touch. ]