[ Hibiki's a mess. There are so many things he wants to tell him, but where does he start? How should he let Akira know how important he is to him? Lying to him might have been the biggest mistake. ]
I'll wait for your answer. Take your time.
[ He wants to yell. Tell him everything. Make tons of excuses. Apologize over and over. But it won't change who he was, who he is because of that. ]
i gave it some thought. and I don't want to lose you. or give up on you. i believe that you're a good person... even if your situation is bad. even if you've made some decisions I can't agree with. i told you I'd like you no matter what.... and I do. but I can't ignore this. that's not what I've been fighting for. i can't just go back on everything i stand for. murder is never the answer.
[ It's a pretty short message and Hibiki's painfully aware of that. Who would have thought that telepathic conversations are so difficult to maintain when there are tears streaming down his cheeks. He needs a moment. ]
[ he needs his space. he needs to process all of this and keep his resolve. that's all. he's still upset but he's willing to listen, to try and understand. akira doesn't ever give up on his friends, after all. ]
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[ He'd bet for forgiveness but that would be just selfish. And he doesn't want to hurt him any further. ]
i lied, 3/3
I'll wait for your answer. Take your time.
[ He wants to yell. Tell him everything. Make tons of excuses. Apologize over and over. But it won't change who he was, who he is because of that. ]
maybe after that day.
i gave it some thought.
and I don't want to lose you. or give up on you. i believe that you're a good person... even if your situation is bad. even if you've made some decisions I can't agree with.
i told you I'd like you no matter what.... and I do.
but I can't ignore this. that's not what I've been fighting for. i can't just go back on everything i stand for.
murder is never the answer.
i'm sorry.
i still want to be your friend.
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[ It's a pretty short message and Hibiki's painfully aware of that. Who would have thought that telepathic conversations are so difficult to maintain when there are tears streaming down his cheeks. He needs a moment. ]
Can we meet sometime or would you rather...?
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[ he needs his space. he needs to process all of this and keep his resolve. that's all. he's still upset but he's willing to listen, to try and understand. akira doesn't ever give up on his friends, after all. ]
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[ Crying soundlessly, he hates himself for these words. ]